Thursday, 25 May 2017

Early separation from home arena.

Memorial Day:-

In every aspects of our life where we come across such a situation that makes us feel a bit different from the normal state being, some kind of extraordinary things that hit some impact on us and our mind captures the information related to it so well that we consider it as a memory. Though days of our life pass and it never returns back, as a human being it’s our duty to optimize the time  judiciously that we never regret that it had happened on a wastage basis. Memories leave deep imprint on our lives,because when we recall it we use to realize about those moments that were quite precious and we turn our present time to the past and start to extract memories in order to live a life in the past.

Some moments in my life is still memorable when I feel myself in that world.. I get intoxicated into that world thinking of those moments ,which can pour its ability through the memories. Memories can be kept physically with us or mentally stored in our brain. Memories redefine our world ,it lets us indoctrinate ourselves, achieving something good in our future may be gained through past experiences of our life and in such cases memories play a significant role . Life may take many twists and turn and it may sometimes put ourselves down, in such a circumstance we need to overcome it through recollecting past memories and letting this go with a strong inner soul through experiences from the past.

A smile that appears on our face while recapturing those moments and virtually living there is quite priceless.

I had been separated away from family from the early childhood days and was enrolled in a hostel far way from my living arena to complete my schooling ,as a child I was firmly attached with parents and obviously everyone remains, I had been completely dependent on them, a sense of responsibility , the way to adjust in those surroundings and socializing with them, the way to understand the goal of my life and walking towards it by developing the desire to adapt ourselves in any condition,I still remember those hardships while tackling the strictness and discipline being imposed by the wardens inside the hostel campus.

The most importantly my life was being limited to a fixed living world and at the same time it was growing into an other world ..away from parents and it has numerous memories ,yes the memories that bring those moments back into my head and I start locating my soul in those moment of my life which was harsh and painful.

During early days in my hostel life there came unforeseen burden that burs ted into my mind and used to be torrential for me,the sensitivity of my heart and feeling of being apart from our relatives and family at such an tender age was the reason and many a time the tears used to fall down from eyes and such things were such an embarrassing thing in my teenage years that I used to keep myself away from the mob and started to develop responsibilities and understanding the part of life.

My life was not easier and those moments can never be brought back to me until and unless those memories would never had been stored in my mind and heart,of course. It had been my early hobby to reflect out my feelings of joy,emotions,achievements,glory  inside my journal and that way of my life has brought me into some other phase of life where dealing with myself excluding the social surroundings doesn’t make such sense of deep mutilation from inside my soul because those memories were my breathtaking life experiences. Memories remain inside in each and every human beings all over the universe but the thing is to express while fetching positive changes in the life.

Hard days matter.!

Being ruining::

We have been brought up into this world with so many aspirations and hope,someone feels in some part of their lifetime that they have been ruined in the crowd,ruined in every perspective of life, gradually losing the so called built by himself the capabilities that has no significance in a better doing. Life isn't easy to spend with just putting into the position of superiority and extra potential approach.

Certain odd days come into force where there is a need to put forward our own strength in the ongoing world of struggle,the one who can put himself ahead is the one who gets into such condition of smartness.Life isn't easy..we make it easy to go, without understanding exactly what it is about. Sometimes what I have been come across is demanding help from others,yes they provide us help mentally by giving relief or by making us realize that we keep inside sort of extraordinary talents it totally fades when we realize that we have no longer been adjusted to that ongoing flow of talent . World around is not going to care others, personally been doing so much of world exploration I have been firmly realizing the fact that, Even I don't stand in such a position to help others getting come out from terrorism in life. Yes we are falling behind in the crowd,the crowd has having enormous power and will , showing off is a necessary evil seriously!! What if the running on world crushes,such kind of feelings versus the effect of getting suppressed because of our own faults struggle enormously.We fight to struggle when we fall down and get squashed by their feet.

The self intro-inspection dies to a critical stage and we can't do with it anything so as to regain our feelings,it grows up suddenly higher ..leading to the steep falling gradually at another point,we can't take the direction of the curve.. linear with time. world cares for a smart individual ahead in every prospective of life, we don't explore our potential.we don't converge so many matters of discussion,feelings into a point,mind needs to be focused life isn't easy,Being a person on platform as assumed by our-self is not the eternity,its not the prime strata of life that we have been achieved,No-one has the true potential of judging a person far better than us.We fall behind,people come asking situations and  don't help,we have been fighting in the world why we should take the responsibility of helping others.saying ones problems to others isn't the ultimate answer and solution.Practically we need to approach to the point where we lack,if we lack in physical energy then ours interior feelings should be tolerable and have some sage in such a way that we fight with our deficiency.

We have been observed as a lame person with no abilities in us.yes we exist having no abilities.and far superior to this we know this to the extreme level than others.People have been engaged in their work environment and they make such a way for their future,what if for the sake of mental relief that sort of some people get destroyed at some stage,we fall behind in vast space without being able to fetch emotions from others,how long a person would help,how long material values will satisfy ,more than a material value self emotions and aspirations should be  fulfilled. yes I am dying of my emotions getting thrown personally by me and getting no such positive results.At some points we may be discarded having no material values and self emotions to fight,no economic boom in reference to boost the life,no such hands to be provided to us.We are not one among the few which has been provided up with short term labor cum maximum outputs, no-one feels the non-flowing tears and why they should.